hummm

saikotik me wrote:-

ayah kata, kita perlu ada cita-cita,

mak kata kita perlu ada cinta,

aku kata kita tak perlukan keduanya.

kerna, cita--cita dan cinta adalah kita,

kita berdiri dgn cita-cita,

kita bernafas dgn cinta.

kita berlari dgn cita-cita,

kita jatuh kerna cinta.


maka cita-cita dan cinta bukan keperluan tp kehidupan



i made this poem just now, right after i read my lectures note. i have exam today and i really feel stressed. beside this memorizing and understanding, a question pop up inside my brain.. y? y i need to pass the exam, y ineed to study hard.. y?

~happy belated anniversarry~

oh my, i forgot. my 2nd anni 2/09/09 mmmuahhh my hubby mohd nazri zainuddin

too busy wif all the submission and presentation.. also being a replacement claass teacher, i have a lot lot lots and tonnes to do. but im free now.. yeaa nk focus on exam and famili adn submission only..

sori d, mi lupa, but today im going to get u sumting nice, sumting togather, kebetulan nk raya, let's find some new clothes :d, hr tuh d blikn mi crocs, now im going to get u a pair of jeans and shirt :d shopping!

but first i must finish my submission. open ceklist

• final proposal with storyboard and flowchart for my ecomic


• isd documentation for my breastfeeding e-learning


• report for dr mai


• and petrosains report

chaiyo mi! chaiyo danish chaiyo d,....walopon mi je yg berjaga at 2am ni, skan bertahan smpi 4am nk masak sahur plak pastu. then pray then br tedo. bgn nnt pergi the curve! yeaaayyyyyy

okihh sampai sini jer.. :D

future mission. i want to open bussiness in my blog. :d

~alahai lamanya tak sambung~

lama sudah tak update blog. xda masa.. yup xberkesempatan memerah idea. asik perah susu aje.. tiw is 2nd week aku menjadi pumpingmom. takla maju, byk sgt problems.. stressssss sgt. smlm lg tension, lg tak dapat hasil. mmg smpi kemalam nk menangis..

tp alhamdulillah rezeki danish.. pg tadi dpt 3oz tuk smpn dlm freezer sblm g kelas.. dalam pukul 8. kul 12 dpt 4oz, kul 5 dpt 4oz. syukur tak terhingga sbb dpt sediakn susu untuk danish.

cuma sgt risau bila call jer taska, teacher ckp, danish nanges. :(( sedeynye hati nih.. sedeynye sgt2.. tadi masa hntr dia tedo, bl letak kt bilik taska dia bgn terus tak tentu arah.. bl tgk mummy nk gi kelas terus dia nanges, ahh bagaikan hirisan pisau kt hati nih. bkn mi nanak jaga danish, mi terpaksa ajar danish.. sbb kalo danish slalu kepit dgn mi, nnt mi takley nk gi kelas. kelas mi takley bawak budak.. mi smbg kelas nh pon sbb danish tau.. kalo mi sukses jd lecturer, mi ader byk masa untuk danish kan..sob..sob...sob...

humm.. nak gi tgk anakku lahh.. sanggup redah jln kaki ke taska demi anakku tercinta. tak kuat iman nk berjauhan dgn anakk sbnrnye,, lgpon dh 530 nih..kls hbs awal cuma nk tgk hubby hbs consultation. adehh ...

okies..gtg.. nk jemput danishku manjakuh.. my lil monter.. byeee

~danish sor (dinosor) yg suka kaco mummy~

aduh anakku danish, aper sjlah yg mummy bley wat kalo awak wat perangai mcm ni,,,, awak ni dah la ..

• xnk dok sorg2 main mesti nak ader mummy join


• bl mummy bwk ke dapur semua yg awak boley capai dr walker tu awak campak ke bwh


• baby bites yg mummy kasik awak gosok2 kt peti ais pastu msk dlm mulut.. (argggghhhh..)


• laci almari dapur pon awak dh pndi nk buka, terjerit mummy tkt laci jatuh atas awak..


• then, bl dh hbs sumer benda awak kaco awak nanges sbb berpeluh pns..kt dapur xde kipas


• mummy susun semua mainan awak, all the zebra, pops-on, baseball, cookies mmonster untuk awak...kunci rumah gak yg awak beria nk dptkn..(mhl tau fisher price tuh anakku)


• mummy bukak kn fisher price online infant game, hbs awak ketuk laptop ni... (aduh..inila medium pencarian duit mi cyg kuh, rosak laptop ni, xsiap freelance mi cyg..)


• udahnye mummy bg awak tgk YOUTUBE.... upin ipin, baby laugh, gummy bear.. funny bear apa sj.... barula awat ngantuk dn mahu tdo (hummmppphhh anak IT sungguh)

im nt strong n cpt stress, penat dan byk pk.. ragam danish kdg2 wat mi stress tau..xle wat kerja xdpt duit tau..xdpt duit..mcm mcm mcm mcm bla bla bla... (mls nk tulis, pening..)

TAPIKAN bila danish tido.... rindu la pulak.. :P bl baring mengiring, pipi nmpk lbh tembam dr biasa... kdg2 mulut ternganga..huhuuhu... mik gmbr dia.. klik klik..CUMELNYE ANAKKU!!!!

n a funny feeling rose in my heart.. lega, ... tenang n gembira

itulaa dd ckp ada org happy dapat kerja baru gaji rm10k per month! tp dia xada anak lg so masih ada rasa kekosongan dalam life... mummy gaji xtentu ni, ader permata hati yg bernilai lebih dr 10k sebulan ..malah lebih dan lebih lg..

I AM VERY HAPPY ACTUALLY.. :)

mizmommy little journal 1st entry~ i wish tis cud b my jumpstart~

ddcated my writting 2my beloved muhammad danish iman mohd nazri, my lil prince.. my precious, my happiness....

mommy wish one day, danish boley baca dan memahami sendiri kasih sayang dan pengorbanan mommy 4u darling..love u so much. love u so much much .. my darling muchikin munchy muach.

and to promote breastfeeding to all people out there... im no good... but rasanya lebih mudah kalo dapat berkongsi cerita dan mendengar cerita dari org lain... bf bg saya adalah satu form of communication to my baby... amat bahagia dapat mendakap danish sambil bg dia susu, it is a gud feeling..such a gud gud feeling.. but it IS hard.. sumtimes stressfull.. sumtimes cry...

i am exclusively breastfeed danish n this is my story...

*20072008 the day u were born.